A hundred Tears

[misty]

This is a poem written by a parent of an autistic child. Its really beautiful.

A hundred times I told him
a hundred times and more,
"Dont hit the dog, don't run away
don't throw that on the floor!"
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All morning he was tireless
he never stopped to think
he broke my lamp, he spilled his milk
dumped the kitten in the sink.
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He ran around the house all day
without a stitch of clothes
he flapped his hands and sang and cried
and fell and bumped his nose.
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At dinner came the moment
when I'd simply had enough
he refused to eat his dinner
and that's when I got tough.
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I sent him off to bed at once
despite his tearful pleas . . .
I let him cry himself to sleep
it brought me to my knees.
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When silence fell upon his room
I slowly crept inside,
and gazing on my little son
I lost my foolish pride.
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A hundred tears I wept right then
a hundred tears and more
for this little child who spilled his milk
on my nice bright shiny floor.
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Who am I to scold my son
for things he cannot know?
he looks to me for patience
to help him learn and grow.
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A hundred prayers I said that night
a hundred prayers and more
Help me Father, teach my child
this child that I adore.
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And as I left his room that night
I kissed his tears away
and promised that tomorrow
would be a better day.

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