Post by katiekat on Apr 6, 2007 13:22:49 GMT -5
Thank you all for your advice and support, you guys are the best! 
Notellin I will be taking your advice and starting back at square one-thanks for your help.
This coming week however is going to be a much needed mental vacation for me. With both kids gone for the week I will be having a whole bunch of me time and us time for my husband and I. I feel Sean and all the problems he is having is completely monopolizing my entire life. I spend all my time at Dr. appointments, meetings, and researching what the problem could be. While I understand that it is important, it cannot be my sole focus. I feel my husband and Joseph are paying the price for this. By the time they get home I am drained-I have nothing left for either one of them and it's not fair to any of us. This is why I think it is best that I start all over-I need help from people who are actually willing to help us-not just pass us on to the next expert. I feel most guilty about putting my own son on the back burner to get to the bottom of things with Sean. I will take this week to pull myself together-it may sound selfish but I need to think about myself for once. I have no idea how things will go with Sean spending a week with his bio. mom but she will have to deal with it for once. She is always saying to me that she doesnt know how I deal with him everyday because she just cant handle him(so nice that she has that option)but this week she will have to figure it out. Once the spring break is over I will be at it again, hopefully this time with some results.
Notellin I will be taking your advice and starting back at square one-thanks for your help.
This coming week however is going to be a much needed mental vacation for me. With both kids gone for the week I will be having a whole bunch of me time and us time for my husband and I. I feel Sean and all the problems he is having is completely monopolizing my entire life. I spend all my time at Dr. appointments, meetings, and researching what the problem could be. While I understand that it is important, it cannot be my sole focus. I feel my husband and Joseph are paying the price for this. By the time they get home I am drained-I have nothing left for either one of them and it's not fair to any of us. This is why I think it is best that I start all over-I need help from people who are actually willing to help us-not just pass us on to the next expert. I feel most guilty about putting my own son on the back burner to get to the bottom of things with Sean. I will take this week to pull myself together-it may sound selfish but I need to think about myself for once. I have no idea how things will go with Sean spending a week with his bio. mom but she will have to deal with it for once. She is always saying to me that she doesnt know how I deal with him everyday because she just cant handle him(so nice that she has that option)but this week she will have to figure it out. Once the spring break is over I will be at it again, hopefully this time with some results.
I was about to conquer the world but then I got distracted by something shiny.
